growing old

been thinking about my bday lately. part of me wants this huge bash, cos its the last time i'll get to celebrate it with all of my dearest friends and prob e last time i'll spend it in spore for quite awhile. yet part of me wants a small thing with a few friends. and then there's this last bit of me that wants to spend it totally alone. shrugs. not like ppl are super free 4 days before the As start -.-

anyway, to solve the problem for some of my dear friends (: hahaha. esp jeremy and junwee! no more how to flirt books. one is enough.

my birthday wishlist
- tens and hundreds of balloons for me to let go. one by one, and watch them float into the sky.
- horse-riding lessons for after As
- chanel bag (heh)
- marc jacob shoes. grins
- a japanese rice-cooker. (i'm serious -.- in preparation for next yr)
- a baby photo each from everyone
- get into cambridge
- holga :D or the old-fashioned kinda camera (and when i say old, i mean REALLY old kind)
- goong (princess hours) OST
- no more school from today onwards :p
- sewing lessons (professional one please)
- a dance partner (damn the army)
- an internship at a fashion label/mag
- long-lasting friendships (:
OOH. TWO MORE! hahaha. just thought of 2 more!
- the tofu cushion from goong :D here its bloody hell ex. but oh so cuteeee
- alfred the bear from goong (: teeheehee. this is madness but wth. here

haha, i'm suddenly reminded of my 16th bday present from screw. the lovely lovely cassette tape that they made for me. with everyone i knew wishing me happy bday. i couldn't stop bawling when i heard it. from screw to dee and cleo, 408 ppl, mel, aneeta and so many so many. the good ol days. hahaha.

: perhaps love :: howl & j :